I'm full of emotions as I think of what to write to u. Watching U today, dealing with wanting to be present and dealing with your emotions, touched my heart. I'm so proud of the person u have become. U went from spinning out of control to pulling the parachute right on time.
I'm honored to have shared time with u, to have followed your tears and even stumbled into your laughter's. Through it all, u managed to pick yourself up, brush your shoulders and u went forward. I know that in life u have your falling out and u might have to face obstacles but I'm so confident that u will deliver each time with your head healed up high.
You're such a great spirit. U are a caring person, a loving person and a spiritual person. U have been in the mist of many storms and have walked away with some pain. But now; now u walked away completely UN-harm. I don't know where u get the strength from but I do know where your hope comes from.
I know u are battling with your last email u wrote and I know it will take time for u to completely let it just be. But for u to understand that it is just emotions expressed on paper... well... that's great of u. It takes a big person with great beauty to have compassion. I know u have just that!
It has taken me 37 years to write to u and just thank u for being the person u are. I know the passion u carry inside, to just love and be loved. And I truly know that special person will step into your arms and will not want to be let go.
I wish u so much love and hope. U have the Grace of God and the Presence of Mercy.
I remember one blue day u asked me... "what is my purpose in my life?"
"what am I living for?" and I just listened to u but I had no answer.
But now... I want to repeat what I heard u say to me not to long ago.
You said... "my purpose in life is my voice,spirit and humility. I am to show others what hope is. To share my knowledge with others and to be present." "I live for me and for my faith and for my Godson. To teach him to be a great person. I want to live a journey of hope and salvation"
When I listened and stayed present in your view, I instantly cried and lived. U might be living again for many others but I personally feel u are finally alive for U.
Thank u for showing me what greatness looks like and thank u for telling me that Hope really does Float.
I love u soo much and may God keep blessing U!
Cheddy
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